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Existential Joy

An embodied journey into your sensuality and self-expression


In a coaching journey together, I help you align with the deepest source of creativity and aliveness there, the one inside your body.

Through this work you are invited to reclaim your source of pleasure, wisdom, and joy in life. You are invited to feel your full vitality and creative power. 


You are invited to step into a wholeness and presence that will deeply transform your life, and be connected with yourself in the most ecstatic way: fully present, fully embodied, fully alive. 

If you've decided to stop living in your head and step into embodied pleasure - each and every day. 

It would be my honour to support you!


The state of affairs...

Check if recognize some of the following in your life currently:

  • There is never enough time for all you want to do, the to-do list just goes on and on

  • Relaxing is hard, even when you take time for yourself, your mind stays “on”.


  • When you’re with your loved ones, you’re preoccupied with what’s next instead of enjoying the moment. 

  • You feel blocked in your expression (or consider yourself not to be creative at all).

  •  You want to be more yourself, but you fear appearing selfish or uncaring.

  • You feel disconnected from your aliveness, your playfulness and your fun side

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Sounds familiar?

I spent most of my life like this.

On the outside my life looked great. I had a great education, a promising job, a pretty house, and 2 healthy kids. I had most of what I wanted (and more!)...yet I could not figure out how to truly ENJOY it.


I was always tired, frazzled, stressed, running out of time. I was so busy keeping other people happy that I forgot how to make my own life meaningful.


I thought I could will myself back to life by setting new goals, striving even harder, and doing everything I could to keep moving “forward.”


But even as my accomplishments built up, did rewarding work, mothered my amazing twins, took yoga classes, did ALL the things…I felt numb, anxious, dissociated. I thought that I would be happy when I achieved my goals, but the “if___ then___” formula wasn’t working. Instead of being happier or more content, I felt grey, empty, and like my life was passing me by.


It felt like all the fun was behind me, and I was not really looking forward to my life anymore.


Something had to change.

I set on a  journey which can be summed up as transitioning from DOING to BEING.

And the game changer was...a jade egg.


A little green stone you put in your vagina.


"Wait, you put WHAT?? WHERE??"


That's how I reacted at first!


But I gave it a try (we have one life, right?)

If you had told me putting a stone up there would change my life I would have said you were CRAZY...yet rapidly, this practice literally turned my life inside out in the best of ways. 


I felt much more energy and knowing my body to be so ecstatic made me more and more creative, confident and expressive.

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I experienced life changing shifts

...and it showed. People complimented me on how radiant I looked. 

My kids said I was "fun" again.

I laughed much more often. 

I started writing again.

I learnt how to say no much more comfortably

I fell in love with my body

I felt playful and creative

I became (SO MUCH!) more orgasmic. 


I felt full of excitement and aliveness: connecting to my sexual energy plugged me back into my life.

It's never too late...

The truth is, life is too short to spend it all stressed out.

If you wait until your busy life gives you a break before you contemplate what you truly want, we are in trouble. 


The good news is: 

It’s never too late to become fully alive.

It’s never too late to become self-expressed.

It’s never too late to become orgasmic. 


And it does start HERE and NOW.


This work isn’t fluff. It isn’t superficial. It is a radical act of love and devotion to the most sacred and precious thing you have. Your life.

You deserve nothing less!

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In this journey, we will create a context for aliveness, creativity and pleasure to flow in your life. You will: 


  • adopt pleasurable, devotional self-care habits 

  • increase your orgasmic capacity through pelvic floor healing with the jade egg. 

  • create a sacred space in your life for self expression and creativity.

  • process negative conditioning, shame and limiting beliefs.

  • learn to set loving and firm boundaries

This is for you if...

you feel called to reclaim your ecstatic, creative nature, and you are excited to explore your sensuality and pleasure on that journey. 


If you desire:


  • Enhanced sensitivity, and awakened sensuality

  • Creative inspiration

  • A spacious your life

  • Lots of energy/aliveness in your body

  • Deep connection with yourself, with others, and with the whole universe.

How it works

This is how Existential Joy is structured:

  • 9 sessions: 6 online coaching sessions + 3 guided jade egg rituals over three months

  • Somatic tools to bring you into deep pleasure that you can use for a lifetime

  • A jade egg made from high quality nephrite jade from Canada together with instructions on how to use it confidently and pleasurably. 

  • Individualised homeplay and e-mail support between sessions

  • A safe and non-judgemental space with a skilled practitioner committed to your pleasure, growth, expansion, and evolution. 

The investment is 1500 euros. 

I am committed to making this work available to those who want it: if money is the issue, please reach out so we can discuss options.


A love note to you

It means the world to me that people take joy in their life seriously: I truly believe it makes all the difference and that the day we'll lie on our deathbed, a joy-led life is out an antidote to regret. 


Choosing to embark on a coaching trajectory can be a difficult decision (I should know, it took me years of contemplation before I hired my first 1-on-1 support!), but I want you to know you are so worthy of getting support for your beautiful, precious life. 


I would love you to hop on a call with me to discuss your situation and what would support you best in your next steps. 


I will never push you to buy from me. 


I trust your timing, I trust your power, I trust your choice. And I look forward to meeting you!


I am certified in the VITA coaching methodology from Layla Martin, a comprehensive 1000 h sex, love and relationship certification. I have further specialized further in teaching with the yoni/jade egg.

I am also certified as a Mastery Method Coach at the Institute for Coaching Mastery, using a comprehensive 5-level intervention (somatic, emotional, mental, behavioral and unconscious) to achieve lasting transformation.


Finally, my teaching is informed by my decade-long spiritual practice in non-dual teachings, my experience as a twin mum, as a scientist with 2 master degrees (in chemistry and pharmaceutical neurosciences), and serving as a training manager in international development cooperation for over 15 years. I also lead women's circles and workshops in Utrecht, the Netherlands (the city I call home).

Interested or curious. Schedule a call below!

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